I often joke that I've been a witch since Halloween 1980. My grandmother made the costume for me sans those horrible plastic masks they had back then. This may have been because I loved the Wizard of Oz and always loved the duality of Good Witch and Bad Witch, though secretly still want an army of flying monkeys to this day. I still have the gown, but sadly the hat and cape did not make it through the remainder of the 1980s due to excessive wear. I was a weird kid and interested in weird things. I wasn't the pink dress princess, my little pony loving girl of the 1980s. I wore mostly black because I grew out of children's clothing by the time I was 9 years old and I loved horror movies and heavy metal music. My Barbie Dolls looked like rock stars instead of fancy debutantes. I probably drove my parents crazy cutting up all the ball gowns and making rock star outfits for them.
I wanted to write a little more in depth about my path into eclectic witchery and my experiences in life from early childhood that led me down this path. I draw from many practices and traditions that are part of my old ancestral history: European and specifically Slavic Witchcraft and Folk Magic, in addition to White Magic, Black Magic, Hoodoo, and other Occult traditions.
My heritage is Eastern European, predominantly Ukrainian with roots Slovakia, Poland, Hungry, and Romania. There is also Germanic, Irish, English, and Northern European ancestry as well. I was mostly raised within the Ukrainian tradition and Byzantine Catholic until my family converted to Roman Catholicism. Eastern European families tend to be matriarchal by nature. My Grammy and Grandma were both strong women, who while not the "breadwinners" of the family, wore the proverbial "pants" for the family. I inherited a lot of their strength, wit, and dominant personality from them and my flare for fashion and wearing all black from my paternal grandmother.
My father gave me my first crystals when I was about 4 years old, a rose quartz and a donkey carved out of polished quartz. I still remember exactly how that rose quartz felt in my hands as a child and can visualize every mark and ripple of the stone. I haven't seen them in decades at this point and my mother has been searching high and low to see if she can find them. She found many other things along the way including geodes, petrified wood, seashells, and other crystals and rocks. Some were my brothers as well and quite a few were from my grandfather. I remember the geode being from the Gobi Desert in Mongolia, my brother has one half and I have the other now.
I've always been a dreamer and have excellent dream recall of details - even from dreams I had as a child from things like hiding inside my grandmother's sofa from the dinosaurs that were coming down the street (probably because I loved watching Land of the Lost), dreaming that I was a bat and flapping my arms with the sheets in bed, and stuff about nuclear power plants (I live in Pennsylvania, and was about 4 years old when Three Mile Island happened, also I used to build nuclear power plants with my blocks.) I've always been fascinated with dream worlds and dreams in general. As a side note, many years later my mother told me that I used to have dreams about animals biting my fingers and hands when I was very young and she said that she never told me that she used to have the same dreams when she was a child.
I was a creative and imaginative child and loved drawing and building things. My earliest artistic renderings were drawings of houses whose chimneys were struck by lightening. I think that was a common theme because the apartment complex we lived in was next to a bus depot with a tall chimney that may have been struck by lightening. I was also introduced to death at a very early age, my kindergarten teacher had a heart attack and died in front of us in class. We thought she was asleep. We tried to wake her up and eventually went to go find a grown up. I couldn't really communicate what happened to my parents, but kept saying something about her leg. Later they received a phone call informing them what happened.
In 1981, my family relocated from Pennsylvania to Rome, Georgia which is about an hour outside Atlanta because my father got a teaching job at a college there. Being a transplanted Northerner in Northwest Georgia was an eye opening experience, suddenly I was the "Dumb Yankee" because the Civil War nee "War of Northern Aggression" as they called it was still a sore spot in the early 1980s apparently. In retrospect, Civil Rights were somewhat nebulous because one day I came home and asked my mother "why the Black kids had to sit at the back of the bus?" A great question coming from a six year old. I'm not going to mince words, I grew up in a racist town where Black people were always referred to by the N-word. It wasn't even malicious, it was so commonplace that it was just normal. Might I add, in addition to being a "Dumb Yankee" because I was from the North, I was also a "N-word Lover" too, because calling a young child that is totally acceptable apparently. I guess us Northerners do things differently and that can cause quite a stir, my father was almost run off the road by the KKK for giving a Black colleague a ride home from work. Yah, that kind of different. Even though I was white, I was still "othered" because I was from the North and somehow that made me not quite white like the Southern born Whites. I still ruminate over my childhood experiences and never really come up with answers that make any sense.
We rented the first house we lived in Georgia for about a year and then bought a house across town. I liked the first house better as it was on a wooded property with lots of trees and stuff. The house we moved to across town was in a small development that was built on swampland. I grew up with lots of tornado drills at school and occasional warnings. I never saw one though, but my mother did. I still get anxiety during severe storms. Part of me loves storm energy and my inner child is like "we're all gonna die!!" One of the things I loved was making "witches brew" after storms, collecting the debris, plant material, and putting it in murky water. When I made my first batch of Florida Water, it took me back to that place as a child. I spent a lot of time outdoors traipsing through wooded areas collecting arrowheads that we would find making forts out of tree branches and limbs.
The second house we lived in was previously owned by a family whose daughter died in a tragic car accident, she was in a car on a foggy night with friends and they stopped at the train tracks because a train was coming, but didn't know the car was partially on the tracks and they were struck by the train and killed. My bedroom was her bedroom and I felt her spirit or ghost. Children can be more aware of these things than adults. I don't know if I ever told my parents about it. One of my earliest spiritual beliefs was in past lives and reincarnation. I don't know where I would have stumbled upon the concept as a child especially in the Catholic church, but it always made sense to me. I used to have waking visions and dreams of past lives throughout my childhood of a young girl named Camille Christiana Peacock and flashes of her life and death. I think she may have drowned. I have the details all written down somewhere in my vast archives of writing. I don't think I told my parents about that either though I remember telling some friends about them in grade school or junior high.
At some point in time, given the lack of Northerners of Eastern European descent, my family converted from Byzantine Catholicism to Roman Catholicism and I started going to Catholic school in the third grade. Given the lack of cultural diversity, there was a Jewish family in our parish because they probably were the only Jewish family in that part of Georgia. I was interested in the stories, but I was one of those kids with a lot of questions and I wanted concrete answers to them.
I always felt like I was a child that was born as an adult. I wasn't overly interested in childhood things and hated being a child. My favorite movies were Grease 2 and Rock N' Roll High School. I still stand by my stance on Grease 2 being vastly superior to the original. I watched MTV from its inception and that for me was when my whole world changed. We ended up moving back to Pennsylvania in the Summer of 1984 and that's where the story will pick up in the next installment.
Halloween is a tradition passed down from the Celtic pagan celebration of Samhain (pronounced Sowen) which marked the end of the harvest and transition into winter, which was often associated with death. It is said that on Halloween that the veil between the worlds thins allowing the dead to communicate with the living realm. This became a time of great celebration with ornate costumes and divination or fortune-telling. The traditions were mostly predominant in European countries (or those colonized by Europeans.) In the United States, Halloween didn't take foothold until the mid-to-late 1800s with the influx of Irish immigrants during the Potato Famine. Also, at this time trick or treating was incorporated into Halloween celebrations.
5 Fun Ways to Celebrate Halloween/Samhain:
Halloween is a magical time for all who celebrate, whether it is a sacred day of group or solitary rituals and spellcasting, trick or treating with the kids, or going to a lavish party. Find the magic in the little things and celebrate!
In my last blog post, I discussed Energetic Aromatherapy for the Mind, Body, and Spirit, but wanted to take a deeper dive into exploring using essential oils to support the chakra system. Chakra loosely translates to wheel, vortex, or fields that relate to the energy centers in our bodies. The front of the body represents yang and the back of the body represents yin. Yin and Yang stem from Chinese philosophy and represent the duality of integrating opposite forces and energies. Chakras can absorb energy and information (yin) and release energy and information (yang). There are seven chakras associated with supporting the energetic aspects of the body: Root, Sacral, Solar Plexus, Heart, Throat, Third Eye, and Crown. Chakra work can be down on its own or in tandem with yoga and meditation practices.
I created a series of chakra aromatherapy inhalers and perfumes to support our energy centers to help with blockages and to restore balance in our bodies. Aromatherapy inhalers can be used to evoke the emotional energies associated with each chakra and the perfumes, oils, and balms can be used to anoint each chakra center.
Exploring subtle energetic aromatherapy compliments the traditional therapeutic applications of essential oils. We are made of energy and sometimes those energies get thrown off balance and we have to work to restore them on an energetic level beyond traditional modalities of treatment.
I've spent a lot of time studying the physical and emotional applications of aromatherapy and in doing so have become more interested in its the subtle energetic applications. Enhancing the mind-body-spirit connection embraces a holistic approach to health and wellness. You can't heal the body if the mind is in turmoil. and the spiritual body suffers from the disconnection. I am writing this as I am achieving to maintain and sustain balance in my own body as I have been suffering with a Circadian Rhythm Disorder - Delayed Sleep Phase type for some time and have feel disconnected from my emotional body, my spiritual body, and my physical body. I feel less disconnected when I am working on creating products, especially developing fragrances.
When we talk about subtle energetics, we are referring to the esoteric applications of essential oils and aromatherapy practices to deepen our connections within ourselves and our external worlds. This goes beyond the typical emotional applications for stress, anxiety, and depression.
The energetic properties of plants have been used in sacred traditions and rituals dating back to the earliest civilizations around the world. Practitioners had a deep understanding and connection with the subtle energetic properties of plant material. All matter is energy, the human body is energy, plants are energy, as are the four elements and so on. Our energies connect us - spiritually, emotionally, and physically. In our interconnected hyper frenetic world, it is easy to feel disconnected, distracted, and energetically drained.
Aromatherapy and essential oils can be used to reconnect and heal the mind-body-spirit connection. It is more common to incorporate essential oils into our daily rituals: skin care, remedies, passive diffusion, massage, perfuming, etc. Understanding the therapeutic and restorative aspects of essential oils on a holistic level can create the sacred spaces and rituals in our daily lives to reconnect within ourselves.
Energetic aromatherapy can manifest in numerous ways and it comes down to individual preferences. Recently, I created a product line of aromatherapy inhalers to address some of these subtle energetic themes in our lives. The subtle practice can include: aromatherapy inhalers, passive diffusion, massage, perfume oils or balms, ritual baths, incense, or even incorporating the subtle energies into your daily skincare routine. Many of the energetic essential oils also benefit numerous other areas. Frankincense, Sandalwood Patchouli, Helichrysum, and Rose have amazing benefits for the skin, but they can also help you to feel grounded and centered or a sense of inner peace when facing difficult emotional situations stemming from past or present trauma.
The power of aroma can work in so many esoteric ways. I invite you to pick a couple oils that you feel drawn to and sit undisturbed and experience them. Write down anything that comes to mind. How does the aroma feel? What memories does it evoke? What sounds or music do you associate with it? What colors come to mind? Does it feel warm or cool? What images come to mind? I learned this exercise while studying perfuming and it really changed my perspective on how I work with complex blends of aromas and why I am using them in a particular way or for a particular purpose
I've broken down the energetic properties to focus on a few key areas: feeling grounded and centered, dealing with emotional trauma, finding inner peace and harmony, inspiring creativity, and healing the mind-body-spirit connection.
Grounding & Centering
Working with essential oil synergies that benefit grounding and centering our minds and bodies help to prepare us for mindfulness rituals, meditation, yoga, and for managing our daily stress. It is easy to feel overwhelmed and constantly pulled in different directions as we juggle work responsibilities, families, home life, social obligations, and mundane everyday tasks. We can use essential oils to bring us back to ourselves with our feet firmly planted on the ground.
There are numerous essential oils that can help you feel more balanced. These can be combined with other essential oils with different energetic benefits based on your personal needs. If you want to work on feeling grounded while letting go and healing from emotional trauma, you might look at a blend of Rose, Patchouli, Carrot Seed, and Helichrysum.
Beneficial Essential Oils: Angelica Root, Balsam Fir, Benzoin, Black Pepper, Blue Cypress, Blue Spruce, Buddha Wood, Carrot Seed, Cassia, Cistus, Davana, Elemi, Frankincense Frereana, Frankincense Serrata, German Chamomile, Ginger, Guaiacwood, Helichyrsum Splendidum, Himalayan Cedarwood, Lemon Tea Tree, Muhuhu, Myrrh, Nagarmotha, Palo Santo, Patchouli, Plai, Rhododendron, Rosalina, Rose Geranium, Sacred Frankincense, Sandalwood, Valerian, Vetiver, and White Verbena.
We all have some manifestation of emotional trauma in our lives from the past or present. This can stem from abusive situations, grief, heartbreak, or suffering a loss of any kind. We may chose to work with medical professionals and therapists, but much of the work comes from within as we move throughout our lives in attempts to let go, heal, and thrive. If you want to work through the heartbreak and loss at the end of a relationship, you could create a synergy that helps with emotional trauma, heartbreak, inner peace, and letting go. It could include: Neroli, Helichrysum, Ylang Ylang, and Angelica Seed.
Beneficial Essential Oils for Emotional Trauma: Cistus, Clementine, Elemi, Fragonia, Galbanum, Helichrysum gymnocephalum, Helichrysum Italicum, Helichrysum Splendidum, Inula, Kunzea, Myrrh, Palo Santo, and Rosewood.
Beneficial Essential Oils for dealing with Grief, Loss, and Heartbreak: Cistus, Cypress, Helichrysum, Inula, Lemongrass, Marjoram, Monarda, Neroli, Palmarosa, Rose, and Sacred Frankincense.
Beneficial Essential Oils for Letting Go, Healing, and Release: Angelica Seed and Carrot Seed
Inner peace, Harmony, and Bliss
Achieving happiness, inner peace, and harmony may seem like a daunting task, but the power of aromatherapy can uplift us when we are feeling stressed out, sad, anxious, or any manifestation of emotional imbalances. There are numerous essential oils with uplifting energetic properties such as most citrus fruits, florals, and pines.The ones listed below specifically are harmonizing, euphoric, and foster feelings of inner peace.
Beneficial Essential Oils: Bergamot, Birch Tar, Champaca, Clary Sage, Cognac, Frangipani, Frankincense (Boswellia carterii), Mugwort, Opopanax, Patchouli, Wormwood, and Ylang Ylang.
Creativity, Motivation, Wisdom, and Insight
Essential oils can inspire creativity and motivation as well as wisdom and insight into the creative arts whether they are for personal expression or professional purposes. They can inspire us in the same way as music, poetry, and art. Aromas evoke feelings, memories, colors, sounds, music, images, temperature and other tangible things. Since aroma is intangible, we can use it to foster inspiration in our creative pursuits.
Beneficial Essential Oils: Allspice, Amyris, Angelica Seed, Balsam Fir, Bergamot Mint, Black Pepper, Black Spruce, Blood Orange, Blue Spruce, Caraway, Cistus, Clementine, Cognac, Coriander Davana,, Dill, Fennel, Frankincense (Boswellia carterii), Ginger, Juniper Berry, Spanish Sage, and Star Anise.
Spiritual Awakening, Meditation, and Mind-Body-Spirit Healing:
Aromatherapy can enhance our spiritual connection to our minds and bodies and the world we live in. We can use that connection to create a sacred space for meditation rituals and healing our mind-body-spirit connection.
Beneficial Essential Oils: Birch, Buddha Wood, Cacao, Champaca, Clary Sage, Cognac, Cumin, Frankincense (Boswellia carterii), Guaiacwood, Holy Basil, Labdanum, Laurel, Liquidambar, Marjoram, Muhuhu, Myrrh, Nagarmotha, Osmanthus, Palo Santo, Rosewood, Royal Hawaiian Sandalwood, Sandalwood, Sacred Frankincense, and Yuzu.
Subtle energetic work with aromatherapy can benefit the daily struggles and inner turmoil we all encounter. However, they will not "cure" any issue on their own. Energetic aromatherapy compliments standard approaches of psychotherapy, medication management (if applicable), and other forms of intervention. They can greatly enhance practicing mindfulness, meditation, journaling, and other creative arts for healing purposes.
I'd recommend including subtle energy aromatherapy modalities to anyone wishing to add a new facet to their personal or professional practices.
an eclectic witch, certified aromatherapist, herbalist, perfumer, skincare formulator, and incense crafter who specializes in unique creating handcrafted perfumes, bath products, skincare products, soaps, shampoo bars, aromatherapy products, incense blends, ritual oils, botanical charms, candles, and ritual and spell supplies.